Saturday, September 8, 2012

...9 months later...

It's been 9 months since I last wrote here.

And I'm not looking at this year in the same light as I once did.

2012 will always be remembered as the year that I fell in love with a great guy and then he broke my heart into a million pieces.  

He was supposed to be "the one".

And now I'm stuck trying to figure out the next move.

Because I can't stay here and heal.

I've been hurt too immensely to fathom stagnant placement.

So I try to heal, in my own way, because nothing in my life could have prepared me for these days.  

The Lord is sovereign. And He alone allowed these events to occur. 

At times, my faith falters. But I'm desperately attempting to grasp for something steady in this turbulent ocean of emotion.