And I'm not looking at this year in the same light as I once did.
2012 will always be remembered as the year that I fell in love with a great guy and then he broke my heart into a million pieces.
He was supposed to be "the one".
And now I'm stuck trying to figure out the next move.
Because I can't stay here and heal.
I've been hurt too immensely to fathom stagnant placement.
So I try to heal, in my own way, because nothing in my life could have prepared me for these days.
The Lord is sovereign. And He alone allowed these events to occur.
At times, my faith falters. But I'm desperately attempting to grasp for something steady in this turbulent ocean of emotion.
Erin - I'm so so so sorry. My heart literally just sank reading this and I can feel the emotions you are going through this post. Even though I haven't talked to you in a while, I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you. Remember, it only takes the faith of a mustard seed...don't feel like you have to handle this like a "champion".
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