"If You had told me a year ago that I would be applying to continue my education in medical school, I might have thought You were crazy. I would have laughed.
But I look back on my journey and I see YOU. I see your hand all over the journey - in the disappointment, the hurt, the rejection. I experienced it so that I could get here. So that I would have this sweet fellowship and not take the life you've given me for granted. My eyes have been opened to where you have led me and from where I came."
However, today...I'm not quite feeling the same.
After taking MCAT practice test #4, I feel highly discouraged. My scores have only improved a total of about 8 points since I've started studying. In this moment, I'm struggling to accept the assurance I had just a few days ago.
Am I wrong about the path I'm supposed to be on?
Keep going lady. Keep doing the next right thing. Keep believing and praying. Don't let small things make you question the big picture.
ReplyDeleteI love you. You are doing so well.